Nikki's Poem

Losing myself in reality

Bipolar personality

Made unwanted changes just so you could be proud of me

Lost friends tragically

Losing you? A tragedy.

My whole life feels like a comedy where everyone laughs but me.

June's book Debate

I'm currently reading City of Heavenly Fire by the amazing Cassandra Clare. When I read these books about Shadowhunters, it's all I can think about for a while. I remember when I first read The City Of Bones. It changed my world, because at the time to me Twilight was the best series ever. But with The Mortal Instrument in goes in to depth more. I just think Cassie is a better writer. Don't get me wrong Stephanie Meyer is an amazing writer but Cassie is better. Firstly Cassie has way more books. Twilight was the biggest series that Stephanie has ever made. Yes The Host was good, and I can't wait till the second book comes out( if it ever comes out). But Cassie has TMI, TID, The Bane Cronicles, and much more coming. But I'm just saying this because there's a dissuasion about it on goodreads. 

My Life As A Fangirl

There are many problems with being a Fangirl. Because your weird. I for one love being weird it makes me different from everyone else. Like you won't really understand me if your not a Fangirl. Like my friend Nikki is like there's something wrong with me because I was going crazy over something that happened in CoHF. I'm just me. We are who we are. We go to amazing lengths for our werid obsessions. Some may say we have a mental disease( really if you google Fangirl it will tell you). So this is a new thing I'm doing every Monday something about Fangirls. 

Today

Today I was suppose to go to Bookcon. But because I was going by myself I couldn't go. It's annoying, I'm sixteen. I should be able to do things by myself. Bright side though, I got City of Heavenly Fire. And it's so good and so big. I'm going to be reading all day. 😜😏

New Playlist of the Week

I'm coming up with a couple of new playlist. My friend Tiffani gave me a couple of songs. This is my playlist for the week.

1. Best Day of My Life by American Authors
2. Damage by Fit For Rivals
3. Make A Move by Icons For Hire
4. A Team by Ed Sheeran
5. Drunk by Ed Sheeran
6. Lego House by Ed Sheeran
7. Do I Wanna Know by Arctic Monkeys
8. Arabella by Arctic Monkeys
9. Problem by Ariana Grande ft Iggy Azalea
10. Fancy by Iggy Azalea
11. Love Don't Die by The Fray

I'm Back and Kicking Major Ass

So like I was in this real funk and i think I'm over it. I read a book that brought me out of this funk. I feel like my weird not normal self. I stayed up till 2 am last night to read this book. I haven't done this in FOREVERRRRRRR. So I'm back and I'm kicking ass. And I'm going to be staying here *nervous face* hopefully.

I Want A New Laptop D':

 I want a MacBook. I have a laptop but like it has a virus on it. I know sad. But that was before I started blogging. I'm not going to lie the reason I have virus is because I watch movies and tv online *whispers* the illegal kind of websites.
So I'm going to start saving money. But I have two problems with that.
1. I don't have a job
2. I don't know how to save money
So how am I going to save money when I don't have any income. *Shakes head* The MacBook that I want is the MacBook Pro 13 inches.
I just imagine the glossy new laptop with all the apps I want. And I won't have to use my mom laptop. This laptop cost $1,199, I plan to save money till November so I can get it on black Friday so it will be much more cheaper. Pray for me guys. *crosses fingers*